Hello December

December datang lagi. Hmm... How times fly by without I realized it. I'm too busy with my work.

my endless work and crazy working hours.

Look like I've been behind of a lot of stuff happened around me.

But hey, will be catch up with some old besties, Ol' frens and ol' flame.

hahahaha.. harus kah...hmmm...

For past few months, I learned a lot of things, I considered a lot of things that sometimes lead to something that you never imagined before. It surprised me though I never thought that it would become matter that much. Now, I know that being patient really paid off. We patched up few months ago and I learnt a LOT. I grown up being stronger than before, making a decision of my own and becoming wiser that yesterday. But hey, now I can defending myself even when he is not around. heheheh.... I became fearless of my own. I set my own rules and limitations. I became careful being with people in my surrounding. In fact, I learnt from him too.. Do not became to baby about everything, do your own thing. But sometimes I still need his help hehehe......

Past 2 months, I involved in car accident and he is the first person jumped lending a hand. How sweet. Until now I still traumatic while driving in that black area. Spending a day together makes me realized that not all I can do by myself. We talked about a lot of things and even though we did not speak with each other for a year. But it is good though. He met my mom and they talked like they're not seeing for 10 years. There is no room for awkwardness. He still the same guy that I known before. I just laughed it off when he pulled his tantarums...ahhh still the same ol man. Like a Jeneral who lost his battle. Sometimes I missed him. Yes I still do, and he also the same. 

Aahhh my old man...

Ol' man.. now