3 days before Xmas

My weekend was not-so very good one. Attended company's Annual/Xmas Dinner party & at the same time I managed to attend Helder's Wedding party.

A lot of 'unfortunate' events happened and very embarrassed. Malas la nak cakap.
But, I managed to make some of it memorable.

Finally, she's taken officially ---congrats Helder :)

Song By Malique & D'essentials

Beri Cinta WaktuDengarlah bisikkku
Saat ku merindumu
Tetes air mata
Tak dapat sembunyikan rasa
Cintaku untuk dirimu

Bilakah kau tau
Ketika kau jauh
Menangis hatiku
Saat kumemanggil namamu
Tiada lagi hadir untukku..oh

Bila ku katakan kini
Arti hadirmu disini
Mungkinkah kau kan kembali
Bersama denganku

Beri cinta waktu
Untuk memahami
Untuk meyakini
Bila esok yang kan terjadi
Semua indah yang terjalani

Dengar bisikku
Ku merindumu
Kini kau jauh menangis hatiku
Masih adakah ruang hatimu
Untukku kembali..oh

Beri cinta waktu
Untuk meyakinimu..

Positive Tuesday

Trying to be as Positive as I can be today.

Sunshine of my heart :)

Thinking of you will make me smile 

My boo boo - Bentley...

My Xmas gift

I have no ideas what to reward myself this year. so I decided to do some searching, in the meantime, my gurlies also wanted to buy a new sandal for herself. It is a reward for herself for being good all this time...hehehe...

So, it arrived after lunch hour today..and i was very satisfied with my purchase and once again ThankQ Zalora :)

                  tadaaaaaaa....

Hello December

December datang lagi. Hmm... How times fly by without I realized it. I'm too busy with my work.

my endless work and crazy working hours.

Look like I've been behind of a lot of stuff happened around me.

But hey, will be catch up with some old besties, Ol' frens and ol' flame.

hahahaha.. harus kah...hmmm...

For past few months, I learned a lot of things, I considered a lot of things that sometimes lead to something that you never imagined before. It surprised me though I never thought that it would become matter that much. Now, I know that being patient really paid off. We patched up few months ago and I learnt a LOT. I grown up being stronger than before, making a decision of my own and becoming wiser that yesterday. But hey, now I can defending myself even when he is not around. heheheh.... I became fearless of my own. I set my own rules and limitations. I became careful being with people in my surrounding. In fact, I learnt from him too.. Do not became to baby about everything, do your own thing. But sometimes I still need his help hehehe......

Past 2 months, I involved in car accident and he is the first person jumped lending a hand. How sweet. Until now I still traumatic while driving in that black area. Spending a day together makes me realized that not all I can do by myself. We talked about a lot of things and even though we did not speak with each other for a year. But it is good though. He met my mom and they talked like they're not seeing for 10 years. There is no room for awkwardness. He still the same guy that I known before. I just laughed it off when he pulled his tantarums...ahhh still the same ol man. Like a Jeneral who lost his battle. Sometimes I missed him. Yes I still do, and he also the same. 

Aahhh my old man...

Ol' man.. now